“When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn. Wherever I go, my enemies have set traps for me. I look for someone to come and help me, but no one gives me a passing thought! No one will help me; no one cares a bit what happens to me. Then I pray to you, O LORD. I say, “You are my place of refuge. You are all I really want in life.”
Psalms 142:3-5 NLT
O: This morning as I think of those who are not in agreement with my move to Denver. God reminds me it's about him. John and may forever blame each other for the events of this year but God! It's his testimony about his beloved we no longer sing, look what the Lord has done for we try to do it my our own merit. Relinquishing is not doing what's popular. It's obeying God. Not just in my marriage, but in parenting as well. Because I am committed to relinquish I am able to fully activate my calling. I don't see everything lineup yet I will not despise where Ian and this small beginning for heaven is rejoicing over me and eager to see the lives that will change because I surrendered all to God.
A: This process gets really overwhelming. I trust your guidance in where to turn. Although I feel attacked and want to isolate and blame others than vent to anyone who would hear me. But no one hears me, no one cares. They all have families and situations of there own. That's when I take a deep breath and say God I have nothing left. You are all I want! You are all I've every needed.
P: You're all I want. You're all I ever needed. You're all I want. I'm glad that you are here! I need help Lord. How do I balance it all. Quiet time with you, working out and looking good for myself, being a supportive wife, shepherding my daughter building an empire, working trying to be a steward of my money, and daily/life responsibilities. May I be prepared to take away what needs to go and trust your plan. I thank you in advance for all you have yet to bring to fruition. May I be the person you need to do that. I'm Jeus precious name, amen.
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