Execute

S: “Some of the gatekeepers were assigned to care for the various articles used in worship. They checked them in and out to avoid any loss. Others were responsible for the furnishings, the items in the sanctuary, and the supplies, such as choice flour, wine, olive oil, frankincense, and spices.” 1 Chronicles 9:28-29 NLT

“So Saul and his three sons died there together, bringing his dynasty to an end.” 1 Chronicles 10:6 NLT

“So Saul died because he was unfaithful to the LORD. He failed to obey the LORD’s command, and he even consulted a medium instead of asking the LORD for guidance. So the LORD killed him and turned the kingdom over to David son of Jesse.” 1 Chronicles 10:13-14 NLT

O: God has called some of us to be used in worship. Others preach, some cook or may own a business. Nevertheless, we all have an assignment and we are responsible for putting our faith in action through our assignment. 

A: My fear is that I would think myself out of executing Gods will/ not taking full responsibility of my assignment. In doing so I never fulfill Gods calling and like Saul he'll say, I made a mistake in calling you. In the scripture we don't here much about Sauls other sins, but we know Jonathan and David had a spiritual connection. However, Jonathan died alongside his dad and brothers. There was no one left to continue Saul's regin, his dynasty/bloodline had ended. If we are unfaithful in our gifts, in taking responsibility of our assignment it will be taken and our enemy will take our place. 

P: Heavnely father, coming messiah, my prayer today is to declare to you my faithfulness toward my call and taken full responsibility over my assignment. I will not fail to obey your commands. I will always come to you for guidance. Please don't kill me and over turn my gifts to my enemy. Fill me up with your strengths and presence. May your spirit never leave me. I declare your will over my life and I vow to expect it, establish it and execute it! In Jesua name, amen.

Inhabit me

S: “But mightier than the violent raging of the seas, mightier than the breakers on the shore— the LORD above is mightier than these!” Psalms 93:4 NLT

O: Two songs come to mind in this verse. The first Oceans, "Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders, let me walk upon the waters wherever you have called me." Also, I will call upon your name, keep my eyes above the waves, my soul will rest in your embrace for I am yours and you are mine. The other song, You make me brave, you called me out beyond the show into the waves. 

A: If the Lord is mightier than the violent raging seas and the breakers on the shore than he engulfs me. He engulfs me as I trust the spirit to lead me from the safety of the shore. When I have faith like Peter and I am able to walk upon the waters I fully step into God and into who he has called me to be. The Lord is mightier than the raging seas and the the breakers on the shore, therfore he alone makes me brave as wave after wave crashes over me. I will call upon his name and keep my eyes above the waves as you called me out beyond the shore into the waves. You have called me deeper into you! To get deeper still I must get deep into your word that it inhabits me.

P: Oh God my God, my everlasting king who dwells in the heavenlies, magnificent is your name!!!! Almighty is your name, prince of peace is your name, victory is your name! You are worthy to be praise!!!! As I follow the spirits leading safely into your arms as I walk by faith upon the water let your kingdom come down and your will be done. Not as the world may perceive it but as the heavenlies receive it. Oh Abba father on today may I feed off your word and indulge in every part of you. May my spirit man be obese with your daily bread. Forgive me for feeding my flesh more than I have feed my spirit. Give me strength, discipline and independent to concur this weight. I know I can achieve my best body possible because with you all things are possible. May I not be tempted by sugar, butter and flour but may I cling to every part of you. Deliver me from the enemy within that has held me back from getting deeper into you. Inhabit me oh Lors take me to that place and so a good work within me. In Jesus named pray, amen!

I realized

S: “So I tried to understand why the wicked prosper. But what a difficult task it is! Then I went into your sanctuary, O God, Psalms 73:16-17a NLT

I realized that my heart was bitter, and I was all torn up inside. I was so foolish and ignorant— I must have seemed like a senseless animal to you. Yet I still belong to you; you hold my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, leading me to a glorious destiny. Whom have I in heaven but you? I desire you more than anything on earth. My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak, but God remains the strength of my heart; he is mine forever.” Psalms 73: 21-26 NLT

“But as for me, how good it is to be near God! I have made the Sovereign LORD my shelter, and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.” Psalms 73:28 NLT

“But all they gave him was lip service; they lied to him with their tongues. Their hearts were not loyal to him. They did not keep his covenant.” Psalms 78:36-37 NLT

O: The Pslamist complained about the wicked. Envied them for their progress. As I listened I though of Pierre and his success. How can someone who doesn't believe in God be blessed when I have been called and have nothing. As the the story continues the Psalmist goes to the Lords temple and while he's there he realizes the wicked is not the problem, he himself is the problem. Pierre isn't hindering me, I am not focusing on myself. The Psalmist begins to praise Hod for who he is in God. He refocuses and declares it is by Gods love over him that he will succeed. 

A: The energy I waste internally about not being where Pierre is at and stressing over the lack of finances is not going to get me to my dream. I know God is a God of miracles! I know he can far beyond what I can imagine! I know he can pour out blessings. Yet I doubt and compare myself to others. If I am who I say I am in him I have to stop isolating my gift and unleash the victory! Unleash the voice. It's not enough to give lip service of how awesome I am, it's time to start putting it into practice. 

P: Oh God my God, how sovereign are you! Awesome is your name, magnificent is your name. Holy is your name! Wonderful confidant is your name! You are high and lifted up!!!! When you see me, your servant, notice my hearts loyalty to your will! Deliver me from doubt and lip service. You have dos not make a mistake with me. I will do what I can to give you what you deserve. I know my light is not for me but for your glory and for your people! I love you oh God. Thank for your grave. You are worthy to be praised!!!! I praise you in advance for the financial break through. I praise you in advance for our home! I praise also for Leti and her family as they pursue who they are in you! We thank you again and praise your holy name. In Jesus powerful name we pray, amen.

You alone

S: “The wicked frustrate the plans of the oppressed, but the LORD will protect his people.” Psalms 14:6 NLT

“LORD, you alone are my inheritance, my cup of blessing. You guard all that is mine. Psalms 16:5 NLT

I know the LORD is always with me. I will not be shaken, for he is right beside me.”

Psalms 16:8 NLT

“How can I know all the sins lurking in my heart? Cleanse me from these hidden faults. Keep your servant from deliberate sins! Don’t let them control me. Then I will be free of guilt and innocent of great sin. May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, O LORD, my rock and my redeemer.” Psalms 19:12-14 NLT

O: The plans God has for me may be opposed by the wicked and cause frustration, but God notices me and protects me. The inheritance I have from the Lord is greater than any worldly inheritance. My relationship with God is my blessing and he is guard over my life. When I feel as if no one notices or cares God is aways with me. I will not be shaken, I will overcome hand in hand with my God. 

A: In order for me to fulfill your calling over my life, I have to do what you have called name to do. I don't know nor do I undertand the sin that lurks within me that is keeping me from devoting myself to action. Cleaned me out of all things unseen, these inner sins hidden. Being deliberate in the pursuit is only delaying the process. Keep me from deliberate sins. I no longer want to be controlled by over thinking. I long to be free oh God. Teach me how to be deliver at in action not in thought. You have put your words in my mouth. Therefore, may my words written or spoken, the serenity of my soul and the unifying of my heart all be centered on you. 

P: Please son of God have mercy on me. I am crying out for help. No more distractions, I want to live out your will. Street hen me from the inside out God. I yearn as your servant Davd yearned after you oh God. I need you and am in desperate plea of your spirit. Overwhelm me into action. I want my gift to make room for me in every area necessary. May I focus on the gift and what I have control over. May all the other pieces fall in place. Thank you for your grace and mercy. You alone are God. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

Trust God

S: “O LORD, oppose those who oppose me. Fight those who fight against me. Put on your armor, and take up your shield. Prepare for battle, and come to my aid.” Psalms 35:1-2 NLT

O: David was not naive. Although he knew he was being attacked due to his anointing, he didn't just wait in hidding saying oh I'm anointed, they won't find me nor get close enough to kill me. Instead he trusted God and prayed for his help. He was constantly on the move and God was always on his side.

A: I trust God will always be there to help me triumoh over my enemies when I'm in a bad situation. However I am naive in thinking he can't also help triumph over my é wines when things in my life are going good. I think I'm just going to sit back and because I'm called it'll just happen. It is by my action in faith that God can do what he can do. Action through faith shows I trust God and what he's doing.

P: Lord, I pray for a sincere heart like David. That I stop being naive and cling to my faith through action as I pursue my dreams. I know that you are with me and that you are for me. I know your mighty hand is upon me. You are great and worthy to be praised! May my faith grow strong in your word. I thank you and praise in Jesua name, amen.

Surely you will bless me

S: ““God has surely handed your enemy over to you this time!” Abishai whispered to David. “Let me pin him to the ground with one thrust of the spear; I won’t need to strike twice!” “No!” David said. “Don’t kill him. For who can remain innocent after attacking the LORD’s anointed one? Surely the LORD will strike Saul down someday, or he will die of old age or in battle.” 1 Samuel 26:8-10 NLT

“The LORD gives his own reward for doing good and for being loyal, and I refused to kill you even when the LORD placed you in my power, for you are the LORD’s anointed one. Now may the LORD value my life, even as I have valued yours today. May he rescue me from all my troubles.”” 1 Samuel 26:23-24 NLT

O: The vengeful vs a person of godly character. This is the second time David has the opportunity to kill Saul. Abishai, David's soldier, is prepared to kill Saul. You can tell he's been thinking of the best way to kill Saul. One strike, real quick kill him I don't even need a second try. Abishai was ready to kill the man that requires them to live I hissing and on the run constantly. Alll because Saul is after David due to David's anointing. Yet David refuses to kill Saul because of the anointing God gave Saul as leader.  Abishai was prepared to take revenge, David was prepared with strength not to take vengeance. For surely goodness and mercy were following David, therfore, surely God will deal with Saul in his way and in his timing. For vengeance is not ours, it's the Lords. David will also be rewaeded for his faithfulness. He will be celebrated and God will value his life and rescue him for his appointed time as King. 

A: Pierre, Tray, Shelly Shelton and  any one in the process ahead of me as a public speaker may seem like the enemy. Trying to attack me with jealousy and envy because they are moving faster than me in my own craft. But God notices me! He has given me the anointing as a speaker, which doesn't make the anointing on other public speakers any less. God will honor my faithfulness to my calling as I have honored the faithfulness to my salvation. I will be rewarded as an accredited speaker, I will be rewarded as world champion. I will be celebrated and God will value me and rescue me at his appointed time for me.

P: My soul waits for you, my calling waits for you, my business waits for you, my life waits! I will wait for you to take me through the process I need to go through to make Liz the speaker you intended for her. Thank for your grace and mercy! Surely you will bless my faithfulness. In Jesus name, amen.

Gods words

S: “Take control of what I say, O LORD, and guard my lips. Don’t let me drift toward evil or take part in acts of wickedness. Don’t let me share in the delicacies of those who do wrong.” Psalms 141:3-4 NLT

O: In Jeremiah 1:9 it says and the Lord said unto me, Behold, I have put my words in thy mouth. Since the words of my mouth are given by God may they also be controlled by God. Allowing God to guard our lips is what changes everyday speakers, good speakers from the great speakers. If my words drift into evil what does it say about my heart? If I agree to continue in negative conversation my words are used as acts of wickedness. Delicacies are the gourmet words. The words that make your message sound pretty instead of being authentic and expressive. Don't share in those who are too polished or who take away the essence of your story. Don't allow yourself to be diluted.

A: It's easy to have negative self-talk. When I speak negative about myself it swings open the gates for others to do the same. It was God himself that said it is my words I put into your mouth. If you talk bad about yourself you misrepresent me. If your words are not controlled and your lips are left unguarded I miss use my words and miss use my gift. The prophets has one goal, to speak the words God has given them. When I leave my words out to dry people will take them and misrepresent and misinterpret. God is not a God that to be misrepresented nor misinterpret.

P: My words are not my own. You have given them to me. Help me control them and use them for positivity. Your spirit lives in me and my spiritual give is to encourage may my words speak to build up and encourage from myself first than unto others. Guess my lips from evil. May I no longer change my story to be any less or be more than what you have already given. May my business be according to the way you want it. In Jesus  name, amen.

Ask

S: “One day news came to David that the Philistines were at Keilah stealing grain from the threshing floors. David asked the LORD, “Should I go and attack them?” “Yes, go and save Keilah,” the LORD told him. But David’s men said, “We’re afraid even here in Judah. We certainly don’t want to go to Keilah to fight the whole Philistine army!” So David asked the LORD again, and again the LORD replied, “Go down to Keilah, for I will help you conquer the Philistines.”” 1 Samuel 23:1-4 NLT

O: Before any type of response David stopped and asked God. After telling his men and his men doubting themselves David goes back to God and asks again. In both asking, God has an immediate response, yes go, I will help you conquer!

A: When I'm unsure, asking Gid should be my first response. Even in doubt or feeling inadequate asking God will reassure me or provide clarity that only God can give. He longs to hear my voice. It is by hearing my voice that makes faith happen. 

P: I understand my God how faith is impossible without works. For me that work is using my voice to help others experience victory. God I'm afarid I'm not as deep as I think I am. What if I fail? What if I mumble or stumble? What if I'm really not good enough? I have faith that you a brought me here. You have opened these doors for me and have sent people to help me along in the journey. I don't want to disappoint them, I don't want to disappoint you. Give me the confidence and courage needed to truly make my dream a reality. You are my joy! I will never cease to obey your command. I love you and I praise you. In Jesus name, amen!

 

Triumph

S: “Rescue me from my enemies, O God. Protect me from those who have come to destroy me.” Psalms 59:1 NLT

“You are my strength; I wait for you to rescue me, for you, O God, are my fortress. In his unfailing love, my God will stand with me. He will let me look down in triumph on all my enemies.”

Psalms 59:9-10 NLT

O: Saul didn't like David for no other reason then who he was and the anointing David had on his life. 

A: I don't know specifics of why my family doesn't like me. I did decide to use my abuse to fuel my gifting and I know God has anointed me through the process. This is exactly what the Pastor was talking about last night. Who I am in God and the gift and calling he has over my life is far greater than the comedy ion of the Williams/Smith family. I can no longer be held back from my enemies outside of my home or the one who lays next to me at night. I am not any less because those around me are intimidate by me fulfilling my call. Patrick is that someone that is pouring encouragement into my life even though those around me can't. 

P: God these sceiptures are my prayer. 

Rescue me from my enemies, O God. Protect me from those who have come to destroy me. May I not be naive and use the abuse I still face to fuel the anointing. You are my strength; I wait for you to rescue me, for you, O God, are my fortress. You alone, are God! In his unfailing love, my God will stand with me. He will let me look down in triumph on all my enemies. It skipped me, I'm the one and only sibling that decided to trust you and you have made me a beautiful treasure! Since birth I was set apart into you and victory follows me all the days of my life. I spent most of my life as warrior in the battle of my life, but the bathe is your Lord. I know who I am in you and will use every tool in my box to bring your noble man to their estate, to bring people to know who they are in you. You alone, are God!!!! I praise you in thank you for all you are doing in me. Continue your good work. I die to the old Liz and pray your resurrection power over my life today. Fill me up God to over flow and run over the walls set up to hinder me. Praise be to you God! You are worthy of all! In Jesus mighty name I pray, amen! 

It's the Lords

S: “And Samuel told him, “Although you may think little of yourself, are you not the leader of the tribes of Israel? The LORD has anointed you king of Israel. And the LORD sent you on a mission and told you, ‘Go and completely destroy the sinners, the Amalekites, until they are all dead.’ Why haven’t you obeyed the LORD? Why did you rush for the plunder and do what was evil in the LORD’s sight?”

But Samuel replied, “What is more pleasing to the LORD: your burnt offerings and sacrifices or your obedience to his voice? Listen! Obedience is better than sacrifice, and submission is better than offering the fat of rams. Rebellion is as sinful as witchcraft, and stubbornness as bad as worshiping idols. So because you have rejected the command of the LORD, he has rejected you as king.”” 1 Samuel 15:17-19, 22-23 NLT

“Then Saul admitted to Samuel, “Yes, I have sinned. I have disobeyed your instructions and the LORD’s command, for I was afraid of the people and did what they demanded. But now, please forgive my sin and come back with me so that I may worship the LORD.” But Samuel replied, “I will not go back with you! Since you have rejected the LORD’s command, he has rejected you as king of Israel.”” 1 Samuel 15:24-26 NLT

““Don’t worry about this Philistine,” David told Saul. “I’ll go fight him!” “Don’t be ridiculous!” Saul replied. “There’s no way you can fight this Philistine and possibly win! You’re only a boy, and he’s been a man of war since his youth.” But David persisted. “I have been taking care of my father’s sheep and goats,” he said. “When a lion or a bear comes to steal a lamb from the flock, I go after it with a club and rescue the lamb from its mouth. If the animal turns on me, I catch it by the jaw and club it to death. I have done this to both lions and bears, and I’ll do it to this pagan Philistine, too, for he has defied the armies of the living God! The LORD who rescued me from the claws of the lion and the bear will rescue me from this Philistine!” Saul finally consented. “All right, go ahead,” he said. “And may the LORD be with you!”” 1 Samuel 17:32-37 NLT

“David replied to the Philistine, “You come to me with sword, spear, and javelin, but I come to you in the name of the LORD of Heaven’s Armies—the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. Today the LORD will conquer you, and I will kill you and cut off your head. And then I will give the dead bodies of your men to the birds and wild animals, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel! And everyone assembled here will know that the LORD rescues his people, but not with sword and spear. This is the LORD’s battle, and he will give you to us!””

1 Samuel 17:45-47 NLT

O: Not only does he sin, he doesn't take ownership of it. David now is own the scene, full of spirit, confident and courageous. He asks what the reward for killing Goliath would be. He goes in front of Saul and says, I don't care about the reward, the fame, the pride or anything else. I'm fighting because he has defied the Lord our God. As his enemy is throwing insults at him, he says the Lord will conquer you, I will kill you for all will know there is a God! David's why was bigger then himself and Therfore was able to defeat the enemy that was bigger then himself. When we are called and full of the spirit our families will misjudge our motives, those above us may doubt us and our enemy will insult us but when we ignore there ignorance and pursue our calling which God at the center, Gid will conquer all! The battle is the Lords, he will give it to us.

A: God has commanded me not just to fulfill my gift and calling but also daily commands I need to follow. If I don't follow them I'm not fir for what he has in store for me. I never want to hear those words, I made a mistake by gifting you as a wife, mother, student, and/or speaker. When I fail, I own it, admit it and repent. I am a chosen generation, a royal preisthood. Therfore I am full of the spirit as I walk in obedience God has already conquered it all. 

P: You're a good good father, it who you are, it's who you are and I'm loved by you, it's who I am, it's who I am. You're a good good father. You're my Heavenly Father and there's nothing you can't do. I just want to praise you for conquering it all! There's no man to strong, no family to unbelieving and no enemy too fearful because I have you on my side and in my heart. Help me as I take in your word and memorize so I can use it to encourage and to fight against temptation. You are wonderful!!!! You're a good good father!!!! Thank for who you are, who you are. I'm blessed to be loved by you, it's who I am, who I am and I love you!!!! I praise you in the wonderful name of Jesus, amen.

How Foolish of You

S: “Just as Saul was finishing with the burnt offering, Samuel arrived. Saul went out to meet and welcome him, but Samuel said, “What is this you have done?” Saul replied, “I saw my men scattering from me, and you didn’t arrive when you said you would, and the Philistines are at Micmash ready for battle. So I said, ‘The Philistines are ready to march against us at Gilgal, and I haven’t even asked for the LORD’s help!’ So I felt compelled to offer the burnt offering myself before you came.” “How foolish!” Samuel exclaimed. “You have not kept the command the LORD your God gave you. Had you kept it, the LORD would have established your kingdom over Israel forever. But now your kingdom must end, for the LORD has sought out a man after his own heart. The LORD has already appointed him to be the leader of his people, because you have not kept the LORD’s command.””

1 Samuel 13:10-14 NLT

O: Saul took matters into his own hands because he got impatient with Samuel and his men were slipping away. Saul was compelled, which made him act foolishly. It is better to wait on the Lord than to rush in and do things on your own way. 

A: God has given me his command and I cannot resist the enemy alone. The more I accept the excuses, the less I fulfill for the cause of Christ. No matter who may slip away, I will keep Gods command and the Lord will establish my calling forever. No one will come and take my place because I lack anything. I will be Elizabeth Beenice Ellsworth.

P: Oh Sovereign God. There is none like you. You are magnificent and holy! You gift us and call us specifically to expand your kingdom. May we not turn from it all the say of our lives. May you establish my marriage, my parenting my education and my business. May your will be done. I thank you and praise you for all you are doing within me and through me. In Jesua name I pray, amen!

VICTORY!!!!

S: Jusges 11:1-11 Summarized - Jephthah was a great warrior, although his mother was a prostittue. - His half brothers did not want him to have any of their fathers inheritance so they chased him away. - He fled and had a band of worthless rebels following him. - In the mist of war Israel reached out to Jephthah to help them fight by being their commander. - Jephthah responded, aren't you guys the ones who hated me and drove me out of my fathers house? And you want me to come and fight for you? Why do you come to me now in times of trouble? - The elders said, because we need you. There is a certain skill set as a great warrior that comes from being birthed from a prostittue and having your half brothers chase you away from what's yours. We need you great warrior. Lead us in battle and rule over us. - Still in shock Jephthah asks again for clarity and to make sure he understood what he was hearing. You all  want me to fight for you and If I come with you and IF the Lord gives me victory, are you really going to make me ruler over the people, all the people of Gilead? - The elders said, the Lord is witness, I PROMISE YOU, we will do whatever you say. - With that Jephthath went with the elders and he was made ruler and commander. - Then, IN THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD, Jephthath addressed his people. - See, what our haters who are also family don't know is that even if you look down on us from our upbringing, if you kick us out of what belongs to us we cling to Gods family for he calls us his child, he has given us his inheritance, he says he will never leave us nor forsake us, I will make your enemy your foot stool, you will be the head and not the tail, you will be blessed in the presence of your enemies because we chose to be in the presence of our God! - 11:22a IT WAS THE LORD, the God of Israel he took away the land from the Ammonites and he gave it to Israel. - He gives and takes away!!!! - 11:29a THE APIRIT OF THE LORD CAME UPON JEPHTHAH, the great warrior whose mother was a prostitute. God can use what defined the parent to refine the child! - 11:30 Jephthah vowed to the Lord, IF you give me victory, I will give to the Lord whatever comes out of my house when I return j triumph. I will sacrifice it! The Lord gave him victory and his only daughter met him as he returned home in triumph. She was willing to be the sacrifice and he kept his vow to the Lord. 

A: At what cost am I willing to keep my vow to God concerning my health and my wealth? Jephthah sacrificed his child, his only daughter. I am a great warrior, a mighty hero, a phenomenal speaker, a great wife and a good mom. Although I grew up in an abusive home and molested at a young age. Although I was sexually active at 11 and realized I had a sex addiction at 21. Although the violent environment I grew up in gave me a false identity as long as I remain in the presence of The Lord and seek him first I will have the desires of my heart. 

P: YOU'RE STILL GOD!!!! You haven't left me and there are things I still don't understand but what I know is that I made a vow to you when I was 13 to follow you. I later made a vow that no matter how tough things got I will let nothing come and separate me from you. You are my resting place and my hiding place. You have given me freedom when even today people only see me through the lends of the false Liz. I have vowed to change my health and wealth for your name sake. I need help oh Lord. Please give me the victory. I know your still the same God of Israel today. You haven't left me. You continue to remind me of who I am in you and the promises that you've made. I never want to forget that in the mist of losing weight and building a business. If I commit myself to the 21 day fix, if you give me the victory over my health I will offer my only child as a sacrifice into you. That I will not lead her into an unhealthy lifestyle but teach her physical and spiritual health. Thank you for being God and I praise you for the victory! You are wonderful!!!! In Jesus name, amen!

Cursed Legacy or Fulfilled Life

S: “In this way, God punished Abimelech for the evil he had done against his father by murdering his seventy brothers. God also punished the men of Shechem for all their evil. So the curse of Jotham son of Gideon was fulfilled.” Judges 9:56-57 NLT

O: What will live on after you? Either you accomplish Gods will and those that come against your legacy be cursed or curse your legacy for not completing Gods will.

A: I am unique. My gift, only I can present it. I am a talented speaker but my gift is to speak in such a way it challenges others to transformation in order to experience inner victory. My gift is the revealing, acknowledging and transpiring  the inner you. I can use my gift and allow it to do what God has purposes me for. Or I can continue to be timid and hide it away and don't allow others to experience victory. Will I leave a legacy to be cursed because I failed to fully purse all God has called me too? Or will I step out in faith and cursed be those who come against my legacy? The choose is mine.

P: Oh Heavenly Father, how good and merciful you are. The day I chose you, I chose to give my life for your will. You gave me victory so I can help others receive the victory. I must remember who I am. I am your daughter, the one true speaker who will leave a legacy of endurance and inspiration. It starts here, within me. You have done a good work and is still continuing it. I have matured beyond the need, I am now saturated and willing to be used. I accept my gift and the giver of gifts. You are amazing God!!!! Be with me as I travel this morning to pick up John. Cover is with your blood as we dwell in your house forever. In Jesus name, amen! 

Mighty Hero

S: “The angel of the LORD appeared to him and said, “Mighty hero, the LORD is with you!” “Sir,” Gideon replied, “if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us? And where are all the miracles our ancestors told us about? Didn’t they say, ‘The LORD brought us up out of Egypt’? But now the LORD has abandoned us and handed us over to the Midianites.” Then the LORD turned to him and said, “Go with the strength you have, and rescue Israel from the Midianites. I am sending you!” “But Lord,” Gideon replied, “how can I rescue Israel? My clan is the weakest in the whole tribe of Manasseh, and I am the least in my entire family!” The LORD said to him, “I will be with you. And you will destroy the Midianites as if you were fighting against one man.” Gideon replied, “If you are truly going to help me, show me a sign to prove that it is really the LORD speaking to me. Don’t go away until I come back and bring my offering to you.” He answered, “I will stay here until you return.”” Judges 6:12-18 NLT

O: It is not just my dream, God has called me. I must look beyond the description of the old Liz, the weaknesses of the new Liz and see myself as God sees me, a mighty hero! The Lord is with me. Although I question, doubt and become discouraged The Lord says go with what you have and do what I have set you sort to do. I call you, I send you, I protect you.  As I continue to stay up all night and struggle to understand why not me? God still says he will be with me. I will destroy the accusations, the false identity, the discouragement, the doubt, the naysayers, as if it all were one. 

P: God if you truly are to help me, soften my husbands heart toward me, toward my calling and toward parenting. I'm trying to hold on to you and remain in your spirit but God it's so hard as he is the same John. FILL ME UP GOD!!!! I know it's you speaking God please give strength to overcome his anger and emotion. May I not be stricken by his uncertainty. He does not define me! You refine me me in coming out gold!!!! Remind me of your principles over my feelings in times of argument and being mistreated. You've provided the fire, don't leave until I have brought the full sacrifice. Holy Spirit take over!!!!