Her Deeds

S: “Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last; but a woman who fears the LORD will be greatly praised. Reward her for all she has done. Let her deeds publicly declare her praise.”

Proverbs 31:30-31 NLT

O: Attractiveness can be misleading. Outward beauty does not last. The biblical women even Rahab a prostitute were greatly praises due to their fear of God. Her reward comes from what she has done, her actions will cause praise.

A: There are no amount of words I can say that can compel me to the level of greatness God has for me than by simply being a woman who fears the Lord!!!! I must live as a woman of action. 

P: Today I will embark on a journey that will change lives. For it is by your grace oh God that I put my dreams and goals into action. Your kingdom come and rest upon me as I favor in executing your will. Give me you oh God, may your presence go before me. Deliver me from deception and false beauty. I long to make you great. I need to be and got be in you, where you are, where you lead, where you speak. I need to be where you are dwelling in you. You are sovereign and magnificent. I am hungry for you oh Lord. I ask for guidance in writing the speech for my ice breaker and my world champion speeches. You are great! Be over my application for ministerial training and should I continue school in the fall or wait for another time. You are glorious! I pray and ask these things by the bar and sooner of the Lord Jesus Christ, amen.

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God Does Not Forget

S: ““‘But I will not take the entire kingdom from Solomon at this time. For the sake of my servant David, the one whom I chose and who obeyed my commands and decrees, I will keep Solomon as leader for the rest of his life.

His son will have one tribe so that the descendants of David my servant will continue to reign, shining like a lamp in Jerusalem, the city I have chosen to be the place for my name.” 1 Kings 11:34, 36 NLT

O: God does not forget what he has promised to those who have come before us. 

A: I can't get out of my mind what Grandmother said, "having pastors in my family must have skipped me." Solomon in his early Kingship followed God as David did but in his latter days his wives persuaded him otherwise. Therefore becuase of Solomons disobedience God does not continue his reign, but he doesn't forget what he has promised. 

     I don't know why Aunt Irene's side became Pastor's. I imagine they pursued what God called them too despite the oppression. Yet Grandmothers side was unable to have the oppression make room for them due to lack of faith. Nevertheless, the blessing of Grandmother was not forgotten. There was no one who would stand in the mist of there pain and trust God until a young girl dared to search out a love never felt so pure. She believed God, still trust God despite of those before her. My family is loyal and loving, passionate and respectful. We don't give up on those before us but we allow ourselves to be crippled by our surrounding. The blessings God has simply skipped them because  they didn't seek him in the good and bad. They knew of God but didn't allow him to take over there heart. But God never forget the blessing and remembered what he had promised to Grandmother.  Now, 4 generations later that blessing is coming to life. 

P: God, oh sovereign Father. Please will you carry your servant to see her promise fulfilled. May she be there front and center as you bless me as a licensed minister. In your mighty name I pray, amen.

Integrate

S: ““Accept the way God does things, for who can straighten what he has made crooked? Enjoy prosperity while you can, but when hard times strike, realize that both come from God. Remember that nothing is certain in this life.” Ecclesiastes 7:13-14 NLT

“So don’t be too good or too wise! Why destroy yourself? On the other hand, don’t be too wicked either. Don’t be a fool! Why die before your time? Pay attention to these instructions, for anyone who fears God will avoid both extremes.”

Ecclesiastes 7:16-18 NLT

“Whatever you do, do well. For when you go to the grave, there will be no work or planning or knowledge or wisdom.”

Ecclesiastes 9:10 NLT

“Happy is the land whose king is a noble leader and whose leaders feast at the proper time to gain strength for their work, not to get drunk.” Ecclesiastes 10:17 NLT

“Remember him before the door to life’s opportunities is closed and the sound of work fades. Now you rise at the first chirping of the birds, but then all their sounds will grow faint.” Ecclesiastes 12:4 NLT

O: God has taken the pain and tears from my past to use for my good. I will have joy and success! Even in my distress, for God is the God over the good or bad. He is the only sure thing. Therefore if our faith is in him we will conquer all. 

   Over thinking in wisdom will destroy me as much as being a ful will lead to a quick death. My good, my wisdom and my bad, my foolishness are all integrated to make the balance of who I am. Therefore having fear of God avoids teeter tootering  the extremes. 

   IT'S MY TIME!!!! My time to accomplish all God has called me to be despite what man have said and despite the behavior of those closest to me. Death comes for us all, the wise and the foolish alike. When it comes I will be out of time to do what he called me to do. Therefore I get work, planning, knowledge and wisdom now. Execution on my calling now will lead to happiness! For as I fulfill my calling, God fulfills his promises. All his promises including discipline and rest. Therefore to lead emotionally healthy I must discipline myself to rest at the proper time to gain strength for my work. The inconsistency of rest leads to laziness and the distorted me. 

[I am not my dysfunction. I am not my weight. My weight is a reflection of laziness, foolishness, dysfunction and false identity.]

P: I remember Abba! I remember you and how you have saved me from my dysfunction. Your name is might to save and mighty to deliver. I remember you! You have taken my foolishness and have given me life. It's nothing I need to prove to anyone except myself. The passion I had to speak out from pain I have the same passion to speak out from the pain but in a positive light. Your kingdom is here throug me. I have brought it down to earth. May faith arise! Integrate my wisdom and folly that I live in fear of only you! Deliver me from negative thinking. Integrate all of me!!!! In Jesus name!

Promise to God

S: “And I know that whatever God does is final. Nothing can be added to it or taken from it. God’s purpose is that people should fear him.”

Ecclesiastes 3:14 NLT

“So I saw that there is nothing better for people than to be happy in their work. That is our lot in life. And no one can bring us back to see what happens after we die.” Ecclesiastes 3:22 NLT

“Too much activity gives you restless dreams; too many words make you a fool. When you make a promise to God, don’t delay in following through, for God takes no pleasure in fools. Keep all the promises you make to him. It is better to say nothing than to make a promise and not keep it.” Ecclesiastes 5:3-5 NLT

“Don’t let your mouth make you sin. And don’t defend yourself by telling the Temple messenger that the promise you made was a mistake. That would make God angry, and he might wipe out everything you have achieved.”

Ecclesiastes 5:6 NLT

O: God's purpose for my life is final. I can't add or take away from my story. I am who I am and my purpose is to live in reverence to the Kings of Kings. Therefore there is nothing better  than being happy to my work for Christ. This is my life. I can only live it one way, there is no second chance. 

A: It is necessary I stop doing the most. Instead of looking at Isaacs as a burden, I should look at watching Jonathan. It's okay to say no. If that means Rachel would say no in watching Kamea that's okay. The promises I made to God in mastering my craft I can't delay in following through. There are lives at stake. If I make a promise to God it has to be kept. Otherwise, no promise should be made that cannot be kept. My gift to speak is not to be taking advantage of and cause myself to sin. My anointing is not to defend myself for my mistakes that will cause God to be angry with me an all I have achieved will be nothing.

P: What an intense moment host of heaven. You are serious about who you are and how your children reflect you. Great is your mercy toward me. My dominon and power comes from you. God you reign over us all, may your kingdom come to earth. Your will is established in my life. No longer will I use it to excuse me from keeping my promises to you. Deliver me from distractions and help me refocus my life to your will. I will continue to serve with Isaac and limit how I serve Rachel and Jonathan. It's my turn. In the name of Jesus amen!

Never satisfied

S: “A person who is full refuses honey, but even bitter food tastes sweet to the hungry.” Proverbs 27:7 NLT

“As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the real person. Just as Death and Destruction are never satisfied, so human desire is never satisfied.” Proverbs 27:19-20 NLT

“People who conceal their sins will not prosper, but if they confess and turn from them, they will receive mercy. Blessed are those who fear to do wrong, but the stubborn are headed for serious trouble.”

Proverbs 28:13-14 NLT

O: I can't live in my anointing by not living a healthy life. It is okay to refuse what may seem to be honey when I'm full. It's not okay to continue eating bitter food when I'm hungry. I have to draw the line somewhere. My health depends on me. My heart is a reflection of me. If an X-ray were to be taken there would be layers of thick fat around it. My heart can't flow and fully function as it is suppose to because  it's weighed down by the fat. Growing up I was always angry. I would destroy others property and be very destructive in my words. Yet I was never satisfied. Likewise, I can continue to destroy my body and eat destructively but what food is trying to replace will never be satisfied.

A: I have let others be aware of my sin of unhealthy eating and I will prosper! To confess is the first step, to turn away from unhealthy eating will cause me to receive mercy! My fear shouldn't be the emotion I'm trying to hide but fear in doing wrong will lead to my blessing. It's time to walk into my blessing. No more stubbornness with weight loss, no more trouble with kissing weight.

P: Abba, you are my hope, my living hope. Your name is great and worthy to be praised. As I take my place in the kingship may my body reflect what you are doing to my inner man. As I resolve issues, let my pounds dissolve. God I desire to be the true me in every meaning of the word. Show me your grace. Show me your way. May I increase in favor beyond these 52 days. I need professional help. I don't have money to do so. May I get a trainer who will pour time into me in becoming the true me. I long to live off your bread alone. No longer thirsting for the delicacies if this world. God I know I've come to you before about this issue. I want it to be the last time. I know you hear me and will answer me for I know my weight is not in accordance to your will. Deliver me from myself. I want to be an emotionally healthy eater. In Jesus name, amen.

Prayer

Holy and magnificent father. How great and wonderful is your name. There is no one like you. You have created us to have dominion over the earth by bringing heaven down. It is your will for our lives. The world has diluted us and our kingship. I pray for the eyes of your people to open and see the royalty within them. Give me the words to say to your children in Sun Valley. I thought you woke me up one morning with what to say. If I did not capture that may it be re written. Take me out of the picture and use my voice to articulate your will for their lives. It's all about you oh God. You gave me the skills. It is by your grace I have the opportunity. Not my will, but yours be done. I pray also for Kilesha as she is in proration of her speech as well. Remove her and cover her with your spirit and met the spirit be heard through her. Give her courage and confidence to use her voice for your glory. Deliver us from fear and any disbelief. I realize today that walking in fear automatically gives the enemy authority. I want to walk in faith through your grace. It's who you are. I think you and I praise you for all you are. In Jesus name, amen.

My and my hope

S: “Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; there is no help for you there. Psalms 146:3 NLT

But joyful are those who have the God of Israel as their helper, whose hope is in the LORD their God. He made heaven and earth, the sea, and everything in them. He keeps every promise forever.”

Psalms 146:5-6 NLT

“He heals the brokenhearted and bandages their wounds.” Psalms 147:3 NLT

“Let every created thing give praise to the LORD, for he issued his command, and they came into being. He set them in place forever and ever. His decree will never be revoked.” Psalms 148:5-6 NLT

O: Johnny, Mary and Paul were the first to believe in me. Pastor and Sister G believed in me. In youth I was prophesied over and in Masters when I spent the summer in Riverton. Then Chris, John, BU and now Patrick. Despite of the power each of these people or experiences carry, my confidence does not stand on them or in them. My confidence comes from God and it is in me. God is my help. My hope is only in him. He is the creator. His creation is proof his promises last forever.  I am his and he sees me. He heals my broken heart and bandages upmost wounds, there are many.  

A: Just as I should have a habit of prayer, I should habitually praise!!!! For he has issued his command and it cannot be revoked. When I fully remove me from my relationship with him, as a wife, as a mother in my education and in my business, his will will be all that remains. Doing things due to convenience only shows I still live in fear. Since Gods perfect I've for me has castes out that fear it's time to be set free and walk a new walk with God that exalts him.

P: Abba! There is no other name so majestic and holy. You are my help and my hopes. You created me to have dominion and bring your kingdom down to earth through sharing my story. I am not ashamed of you but ashamed that there are many others like me. Yet my story gives them hope for redemption. Remove me and look at me. May your favor shine upon me. Let fear be broke and no longer hinder me from your commands over my life.  Give me strength that only comes from you to endure. Deliver me from myself and wrap me in you're arms. Never let me go. You are wonderful!!!! In Jesus name, amen.

If my people pray

S: “Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land. My eyes will be open and my ears attentive to every prayer made in this place. For I have chosen this Temple and set it apart to be holy—a place where my name will be honored forever. I will always watch over it, for it is dear to my heart.”

2 Chronicles 7:14-16 NLT

“He brought Israel out of Egypt. His faithful love endures forever. He acted with a strong hand and powerful arm. His faithful love endures forever. Give thanks to him who parted the Red Sea. His faithful love endures forever. He led Israel safely through, His faithful love endures forever. but he hurled Pharaoh and his army into the Red Sea. His faithful love endures forever. Give thanks to him who led his people through the wilderness. His faithful love endures forever.” Psalms 136:11-16 NLT

“He remembered us in our weakness. His faithful love endures forever. He saved us from our enemies. His faithful love endures forever.” Psalms 136:23-24 NLT

“Give thanks to the God of heaven. His faithful love endures forever.” Psalms 136:26 NLT

O: To remain in a Godspace, God needs to be our first habit. Just as Enoch habitually walked with God and Jesus often withdrew to be alone to pray we are to do likewise. What we do, we will be. It is a command from God. If we are called we are to humbly go to the throne and seek his face. Many people pray, what sets the called apart is that we pray to seek his face and then all the wickedness of our sins will be less and we will dwell in our Godspace. Seeking Gods face guarantees his response. He will forgive and restore us. Restore us according to his will! It's greater than our current circumstance. He opens himself up to us and is attentive to ever word we utter.

A: Paul said we will restore you back to your position. God said I will restore you for something more, who I have called you to be. There is no fear in love. To be in love I must be in God. When I am in God I dwell in my Godspace. Dwelling in my Godspace empowers me to speak out. It is only than that I can stand confident and courageous. For God has chosen me, my body is his temple for it where his spirit resides. Before I was formed in my mothers womb he set me apart as holy and I am to speak in honor of his name forever. I was voiceless, but I can no longer stay silent. His love is dear to my heart. 

I am no longer a slave to fear! His strong hand rescued me and his powerful arm holds me. He has made a way and leds me safely through. He has hurled those who have enslaved me into there Red Sea. He's led me through the wilderness until I knew who I was, remembered who I was. Yet again he is reminding me of what he has done, saving me from my weaknesses.

P: Oh how great are you my God!!!! You are always faithful! Your will forever endure. I am thankful for your name. I live my life to give you thanks for all you have done. I never want to forget your kingdom has come and your will will be done no matter what. For I will remain in you by dwelling in my Godspace. For your glory!!!! I will habitually walk with you. I can't make it on my own.  Give me you today Abba, all I need is you. Your presence is where I belong. Come walk with me. I invite you to speak to my heart. All of me only you know, like Enoch walk habitually with me. Lead me!!!! Deliver me oh God from taking on Johns emotion as my own. For allowing his trials to be come mine. Give me strength as his wife to love and support him through his Red Sea. I am his Moses. Leading him to you and praying on his behalf!!!! Hallelujah!!!!! You are good good father!!!! Thank you for loving me in Jesua name, amen.

June 11

S: “Listen to the words of the wise; apply your heart to my instruction. For it is good to keep these sayings in your heart and always ready on your lips. I am teaching you today—yes, you— so you will trust in the LORD.”

Proverbs 22:17-19 NLT

“Commit yourself to instruction; listen carefully to words of knowledge. Don’t fail to discipline your children. The rod of punishment won’t kill them. Physical discipline may well save them from death. My child, if your heart is wise, my own heart will rejoice! Everything in me will celebrate when you speak what is right." Proverbs 23:12-16 NLT

“My child, listen and be wise: Keep your heart on the right course.” Proverbs 23:19 NLT

“Do your planning and prepare your fields before building your house.” Proverbs 24:27 NLT

O: The Scriptures from these 3 readings all point to the 3 things that will help me to stop punishing myself, 1 receiving God's love, 2 renewing my mind by studying his word and 3 gaining wisdom and understanding.

A: These are not just scriptures chosen for SOAP. I need to mediate on them and allow them to soak into my heart. For they are the foundation of truth to replace the hurt. They are my new coping skill! Listen, apply, keep in my heart and ready on my lips. Learn from biblical instruction and grow through physical discipline. 

P: Here I am. Worshipping you!!!! With all I am worshiping you! With lifted hands, worshipping you!!!! I'm going to worship you forever, I'm going to worship you!!!! In Jesus name, amen.

June 10

S: “To acquire wisdom is to love yourself; people who cherish understanding will prosper.” Proverbs 19:8 NLT

“Get all the advice and instruction you can, so you will be wise the rest of your life. You can make many plans, but the LORD’s purpose will prevail.” Proverbs 19:20-21 NLT

“If you stop listening to instruction, my child, you will turn your back on knowledge.”

Proverbs 19:27 NLT

“Plans succeed through good counsel; don’t go to war without wise advice.” Proverbs 20:18 NLT

“The LORD directs our steps, so why try to understand everything along the way? Don’t trap yourself by making a rash promise to God and only later counting the cost.”

Proverbs 20:24-25 NLT

“People may be right in their own eyes, but the LORD examines their heart.” Proverbs 21:2 NLT

June 9

S: “Commit your actions to the LORD, and your plans will succeed.” Proverbs 16:3 NLT

“We can make our plans, but the LORD determines our steps.” Proverbs 16:9 NLT

“Better to be patient than powerful; better to have self-control than to conquer a city. We may throw the dice, but the LORD determines how they fall.” Proverbs 16:32-33 NLT

“Love prospers when a fault is forgiven, but dwelling on it separates close friends.”

Proverbs 17:9 NLT

“If you repay good with evil, evil will never leave your house.” Proverbs 17:13 NLT

“A truly wise person uses few words; a person with understanding is even-tempered.” Proverbs 17:27 NLT

“Spouting off before listening to the facts is both shameful and foolish.” Proverbs 18:13 NLT

Descriptions of an Effective Speaker

S: “People with integrity walk safely, but those who follow crooked paths will be exposed.” Proverbs 10:9 NLT

“The words of the godly are a life-giving fountain; the words of the wicked conceal violent intentions.” Proverbs 10:11 NLT

“Wise words come from the lips of people with understanding, but those lacking sense will be beaten with a rod. Wise people treasure knowledge, but the babbling of a fool invites disaster.”

Proverbs 10:13-14 NLT

“People who accept discipline are on the pathway to life, but those who ignore correction will go astray.” Proverbs 10:17 NLT

“Too much talk leads to sin. Be sensible and keep your mouth shut. The words of the godly are like sterling silver; the heart of a fool is worthless.” Proverbs 10:19-20 NLT

“The words of the godly encourage many, but fools are destroyed by their lack of common sense.” Proverbs 10:21 NLT

“The mouth of the godly person gives wise advice, but the tongue that deceives will be cut off. The lips of the godly speak helpful words, but the mouth of the wicked speaks perverse words.”

Proverbs 10:31-32 NLT

O: An Ineffective speaker: follow crooked paths, words conceal violent intentions, lacking sense and will be beaten with a rod, babbles like fool and invites disaster, ignores correction. Too much talk and leads to sin. The heart is worthless and are destroyed by their lack of common sense. The tongue deceives and will be cut off. The mouth speaks perverse words.

An Effective Speaker: has integrity and walks safely, words are a life-giving fountain. Wise words come from the lips due to understanding. They treasure knowledge, accept discipline and are sensible and keep your mouth shut. Their words are like sterling silver, they encourage many, gives wise advice and speak helpful words.

Just like in leadership you need to know both in order to recognize an ineffective speaker and how to improve.

A: I don't speak, I am a speaker. I speak out from my pain and abuse to encourage others. For there is hope, abuse does not have to be their identity. Abuse was an event, speaking out bout it is a lifestyle. Speaking therefore is who I am.

P: As I continue to articulate your will for my life Oh God of wonder. May it bring glory to your name. If I dismiss your name, I dismiss your work. All of my story is your story. Nothing was left out. As I take my place in your kingdom by taking dominion over my kingdom may I fully receive your love. May your will for my life triumph over all. Forgive me for my poor health and not acknowledging I need rest and send care. Give me courage to change and wisdom to know the difference between an effective and ineffective speaker. I just want to be right where you want me forever. Capture my heart, move in spirit I long to be in your space forever. In Jesus name, amen.

Guard your heart

S: “If you prize wisdom, she will make you great. Embrace her, and she will honor you. She will place a lovely wreath on your head; she will present you with a beautiful crown.”” Proverbs 4:8-9 NLT

“Take hold of my instructions; don’t let them go. Guard them, for they are the key to life.” Proverbs 4:13 NLT

“Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life. Avoid all perverse talk; stay away from corrupt speech. Look straight ahead, and fix your eyes on what lies before you. Mark out a straight path for your feet; stay on the safe path. Don’t get sidetracked; keep your feet from following evil.”

Proverbs 4:23-27 NLT

O: As a king my crown is not made up of gold, but embellished by the breathe of God himself. His wisdom that flows from each word off the page forms my crown. it gives me greatness and honor as I daily embrace it's beauty. Therefore, just as one would guard there house key around there neck and close to their heart, likewise I will take and guard the Lords instruction. For his commands and instruction are the key to life. 

A: Since my heart determines the course of my life and what's in my heart flows out of my mouth, I will guard my heart above how I guard my daughter. I will not speak negative with obstruction and stay away from speaking anything that wil compromise my true self. If I focus solely on what lies ahead and be strategic and intentional about marking out a plan I won't get sidetracked. I won't allow myself to step my foot in destruction.

P: I thank you oh awesome God that I can cast my cares in you. Father I am beyond my capacity of exhaustion. Help me to mark out time of rest and relaxation. I don't won't to waste time and energy on fighting to stay awake instead of fighting to speak. You have put thine words in thy mouth. Holy is your name! Your kingdom is here! Your kingdom has come before me and is waiting on me to take dominion over it. I pray for the crown wisdom as I speak in reverence and authority. Rest assured Abba, I will make relaxation a priority, for it is how you made me. Your full will be done in every area and every aspect of my life that I may not know of. Forgive me for not being my true self and therefore not guarding my heart above all. You know the desires of my heart. So not fail me for my lack of understanding. Deliver me from being so selfless that I neglect my wellbeing. Give me balance and my loved ones understanding. I belong to you and desire to be your servant. Take me and use me Lord. In Jesus name, amen.

Joyful

S: “Their purpose is to teach people to live disciplined and successful lives, to help them do what is right, just, and fair.” Proverbs 1:3 NLT

“Fear of the LORD is the foundation of true knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and discipline.” Proverbs 1:7 NLT

“Joyful is the person who finds wisdom, the one who gains understanding.”

Proverbs 3:13 NLT

“Wisdom is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her.” Proverbs 3:15 NLT

O: Success and discipline work hand and hand. You cannot have one without the other. Success and discipline guide you to knowledge and understanding and create the foundation of reverence to God. Fools will ignore the concept but joyful are those who desires after wisdom and finds it and therefore aquires understanding. Nothing compares to the greatness of wisdom. 

A: I can't have success in my life without being disciplined. The foundation of who I am is authority and fear of the Lord. To build upon that foundation I must live a disciplined and successful life. When I am not the true Liz because I ignore my needs of relaxation and rest I am like a fool who dispises wisdom and discipline. I have found wisdom in who I am now I need to gain understanding of how I can sustain it than I will be joyful in all things. Embrace wisdom for nothing can compare to it. 

P: Abba, you are wiser than the wisest man and stronger than the strongest man. Victory is your name and I will praise you! Your kingdom is built upon wisdom through discipline and success. Your will for me is to live a disciplined and successful life. Although my experience may have tried to bring me down, refusing to let it leads me to wisdom and understanding. As I read these testimonies I am proof they can overcome for I have found wisdom in your word and continue to gain understanding. I will bring heaven down to earth as others have down for me. I pray for disco line today to guide me to understanding. Deliver me from being a foo in my own right. You yourself rested despite the women in my life that push through. I can't afford to not relax, it changes my whole temperament. I will have joy as I live courageously in a disciplined life. You are wonderful! Thank you for never giving up on me. In Jesus name, amen.

Loves intimacy

S: “Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm. For love is as strong as death, its jealousy as enduring as the grave. Love flashes like fire, the brightest kind of flame. Many waters cannot quench love, nor can rivers drown it. If a man tried to buy love with all his wealth, his offer would be utterly scorned.” Song of Songs 8:6-7 NLT

O: A seal in biblical times was an identifier of who was royalty. Whoever or whatever carried the seal was deeply connected to the King and had to heared, respected and executed. 

[I can not imagine God describing the details of my breast. Especially, if according to Pastor Hill, our souls are without gender. However, the book being an example of the intimacy in a marriage is similar to that of the intimacy we should have with Christ. I could see describing Gods word with such passion and detail.]

Therefore, just as a man in the Kings army wore his seal on his sleeve, may the seal be on the heart. The heart than is an extension of him to be heard, respected and executed. It is also where life flows form and where the mouth speaks from. Love is the execution, for love is an action that causes feeling and its power is strong. It's power is mighty. Many become envious of others love they never search out for themselves and die. True love eludes itself and draws people to it. It cannot be stopped, nor can it be imitated. No wealth in the world can buy it.

A: I have prayed circles around my marriage and have served my husband even when I didn't feel like it. I enjoy his features and dislike the smell of his darts. I embrace him and hold him. I care for him and respect him. All of these attributes I should also have with Christ. God gave Solomon great wisdom, he learned to reverence God from his father, a man after Gods own heart. It would only be right for Solomon to reflect such adoration toward God through wisdom in marriage. Authority and reverence are key ingredients to loves intimacy. 

P: Thank you precious father for showing me clarity in this book and in relation tons deeper intimacy with you. Agape is your name! Your kingdom is here and it is my responsibility to take my kingship deeper in you that I may preach kingdom to your people. Your will be done over my heart that everything I endeavor flow from you. I want to be whole, I want to be empty inside, I want to have virtue to lay it all down for you oh King. I desire intimacy with you God by going deeper in your word and knowing and understanding it. I yearn to bring heaven down to earth. Give me strength and inner confidence to get through this no matter how exhausted. Free me from excuses, deliver me from all things hindering me from executing from the heart. I love you Lord. In Jesus name, amen.

For you my God

S: “Solomon son of David took firm control of his kingdom, for the LORD his God was with him and made him very powerful. Solomon called together all the leaders of Israel—the generals and captains of the army, the judges, and all the political and clan leaders. Then he led the entire assembly to the place of worship in Gibeon, for God’s Tabernacle was located there. (This was the Tabernacle that Moses, the LORD’s servant, had made in the wilderness.)”

2 Chronicles 1:1-3 NLT

“There in front of the Tabernacle, Solomon went up to the bronze altar in the LORD’s presence and sacrificed 1,000 burnt offerings on it. That night God appeared to Solomon and said, “What do you want? Ask, and I will give it to you!”” 2 Chronicles 1:6-7 NLT

“May they fear you as long as the sun shines, as long as the moon remains in the sky. Yes, forever!” Psalms 72:5 NLT

O: I'd still like to explore this concept a little more. However, Solomon took his place as king and firm control over his kingdom. I am a king, it's time I take my place and have a firm control over my kingdom. My kingdom is the abused, the hidden, the selective mute. God has given me power to speak life over my kingdom. It's time to gather all my leadership abilities and led myself to be consecrated and dedicated to God in the place of worship. 

A: Now in the presence of God I will sacrifice my whole life to be accepted and vindicated by him alone. God has appeared to me, just like Solomon, and has asked me, “What do you want? Ask, and I will give it to you!””

P: King of majesty you rule in holiness come take this heart of mine, and make it passionate for you my God. Your name is great and worthy to be praised. Your kingdom is here and you have given me dominion over the earth. Your will through me is to speak out from darkness to be the light into others who have been abused. This is my kingdom to bring you Heavenly Father to reign over us as it is in heaven. Today I ask for help in my authority and fear of you. I'm your mouth and your hands. Lead me Lord to the specific groups who will have the specific people to help join forces to preach kingdom to the abuswd, lonely and selective mute. These are your people. I am just you mouth piece, use me. I give my life to the potteries hand at the potters house. Deliver me from tiredness, laziness, doubt and fear. I give you all of me!!!! I'm yours. Authority in reverence to you as I speak your words. In Kesus name, amen.

Authority and reverence

S: “When all Israel heard the king’s decision, the people were in awe of the king, for they saw the wisdom God had given him for rendering justice.” 1 Kings 3:28 NLT

“God gave Solomon very great wisdom and understanding, and knowledge as vast as the sands of the seashore. In fact, his wisdom exceeded that of all the wise men of the East and the wise men of Egypt. He was wiser than anyone else, including Ethan the Ezrahite and the sons of Mahol—Heman, Calcol, and Darda. His fame spread throughout all the surrounding nations.” 1 Kings 4:29-31 NLT

“And kings from every nation sent their ambassadors to listen to the wisdom of Solomon.” 1 Kings 4:34 NLT

O: The people saw his wisdom. His God given wisdom exceeded all. He was wiser than anyone else. He had fame and it spread. Ambassadors from every nation were sent to listen to his wisdom. 

In his vast wisdom and understanding he didn't allow arrogance to take over and become prideful, egotistical and arrogant. He spoke in truth with authority and reverence to God like his father. There's no coincidence that out of David's greatest sin God would produce such an heir. 

A: There is no coincidence that out of my greatest sin, God would produce an heir. And although no one will ever have the wisdom of Solomon, I know like Solomon God has given me the ability, the anointing, to speak in truth with authority and reverence to God. The distorted me spoke in fear with authority and no true understanding of reverencing God. Yet in my growth and maturity in this present time, I am developing the wisdom and understanding to be the true Liz. 

P: How great as how awesome are you oh magnificent father?! You wiser tha the wisest man. Prudent is your name. Humility is your name and you have dressed my soul with those characteristics of you. I am no longer the egotistical, scared, fearful and arrogant Liz. You have saved me and given me you kingdom to worship. You have place m unchanging calling over unlike that your will be done in me and through me. My past is a testimony of your grace, not a burden to keep me down. Daily I give all of me, give all me, for I'm yours!!!! Deliver me from the temptation of walking away from a challenge. I give my life to the potters hand! Mold me, use me, fill me, walk beside me. I give myself away to go to a higher level at the potters house. In Jesus name I pray, amen.