S: “I have wandered away like a lost sheep; come and find me, for I have not forgotten your commands.” Psalms 119:176 NLT
O: In yesterday's message it also talked about a man who dreamt and counted sheep. He counted 99 and one was missing. That one missing sheep was lonely and afraid. Misguided and waiting to die until the man found it. I am that one missing sheep. Once again allowing my circumstances to silence me. Just like the movie Click, when something traumatic happens I automatically respond the way I'm most comfortable responding instead of asking for help or figuring out a solution.
A: If I can provide a solution to the providers at work, have the passion to help others find a solution to there traumatic experiences. I can do the same for myself because I'm worth it!
P: Oh magnificent Father. How have I wandered in fear, doubt and confusion. Yet you have found me and long for me to fully surrender. My mind and my words have relinquished, may my heart follow also. I do believe you had called me here, and you hadn't called me away yet. Once I was able to confront Paul with sincerity, you released me from here. Or rather I released myself. The chapter of Grand Juncrtion has turned but I will return to do more in this city in ministry. Who knows what you have in store. My foundation is in you oh Christ Jesus my Lord. Continue to instruct my heart toward your ways. Deliver me from my selfish ways and may I become selfless like you. I don't want to neglect my personal needs, I desire beauty and wisdom. Be with me as I begin this new journey as a speaker. Capture my heart, move in my spirit. I long to be where you are. I pray this all in your winderful name Jesus, amen.
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