Integrate

S: ““Accept the way God does things, for who can straighten what he has made crooked? Enjoy prosperity while you can, but when hard times strike, realize that both come from God. Remember that nothing is certain in this life.” Ecclesiastes 7:13-14 NLT

“So don’t be too good or too wise! Why destroy yourself? On the other hand, don’t be too wicked either. Don’t be a fool! Why die before your time? Pay attention to these instructions, for anyone who fears God will avoid both extremes.”

Ecclesiastes 7:16-18 NLT

“Whatever you do, do well. For when you go to the grave, there will be no work or planning or knowledge or wisdom.”

Ecclesiastes 9:10 NLT

“Happy is the land whose king is a noble leader and whose leaders feast at the proper time to gain strength for their work, not to get drunk.” Ecclesiastes 10:17 NLT

“Remember him before the door to life’s opportunities is closed and the sound of work fades. Now you rise at the first chirping of the birds, but then all their sounds will grow faint.” Ecclesiastes 12:4 NLT

O: God has taken the pain and tears from my past to use for my good. I will have joy and success! Even in my distress, for God is the God over the good or bad. He is the only sure thing. Therefore if our faith is in him we will conquer all. 

   Over thinking in wisdom will destroy me as much as being a ful will lead to a quick death. My good, my wisdom and my bad, my foolishness are all integrated to make the balance of who I am. Therefore having fear of God avoids teeter tootering  the extremes. 

   IT'S MY TIME!!!! My time to accomplish all God has called me to be despite what man have said and despite the behavior of those closest to me. Death comes for us all, the wise and the foolish alike. When it comes I will be out of time to do what he called me to do. Therefore I get work, planning, knowledge and wisdom now. Execution on my calling now will lead to happiness! For as I fulfill my calling, God fulfills his promises. All his promises including discipline and rest. Therefore to lead emotionally healthy I must discipline myself to rest at the proper time to gain strength for my work. The inconsistency of rest leads to laziness and the distorted me. 

[I am not my dysfunction. I am not my weight. My weight is a reflection of laziness, foolishness, dysfunction and false identity.]

P: I remember Abba! I remember you and how you have saved me from my dysfunction. Your name is might to save and mighty to deliver. I remember you! You have taken my foolishness and have given me life. It's nothing I need to prove to anyone except myself. The passion I had to speak out from pain I have the same passion to speak out from the pain but in a positive light. Your kingdom is here throug me. I have brought it down to earth. May faith arise! Integrate my wisdom and folly that I live in fear of only you! Deliver me from negative thinking. Integrate all of me!!!! In Jesus name!