God loves you enough

"If God loves you enough to send his own son to die for you, don't you think he loves you enough to take care of your bills?" - Rick Warren

P: As we enter into a new year I desire you oh Heavenly Father. I yearn to value you higher than myself, John, Kamea and my ministry. As I transition into this new perspective and new habit may I remember you, your love. What has Kamea proven to me that I would value her over you. You have proven your self and again. Your love for me is timeless. It is by that love I am able to love others. I take my pace as your child, a receiver of your inheritabce. I long to make you proud. You sacrificed your only son that I may live. How great are you God! Your love is more than enough for my salvation and die my finances. May this be the year of stewardship as I become true with you, true with myself and true with others. I can respect the chain of values. Help me word my mission according to the promises you have for me. I praise you for all you are and all you do within me. From the inside out I will be who you created me to be. In Jesus name, amen.

The Lord Rejoices

S: “Do not despise these small beginnings, for the LORD rejoices to see the work begin, Zechariah 4:10a NLT

“When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn. Wherever I go, my enemies have set traps for me. I look for someone to come and help me, but no one gives me a passing thought! No one will help me; no one cares a bit what happens to me. Then I pray to you, O LORD. I say, “You are my place of refuge. You are all I really want in life.”

Psalms 142:3-5 NLT

O: This morning as I think of those who are not in agreement with my move to Denver. God reminds me it's about him. John and may forever blame each other for the events of this year but God! It's his testimony about his beloved we no longer sing, look what the Lord has done for we try to do it my our own merit. Relinquishing is not doing what's popular. It's obeying God. Not just in my marriage, but in parenting as well. Because I am committed to relinquish I am able to fully activate my calling. I don't see everything lineup yet I will not despise where Ian and this small beginning for heaven is rejoicing over me and eager to see the lives that will change because I surrendered all to God. 

A: This process gets really overwhelming. I trust your guidance in where to turn. Although I feel attacked and want to isolate and blame others than vent to anyone who would hear me. But no one hears me, no one cares. They all have families and situations of there own. That's when I take a deep breath and say God I have nothing left. You are all I want! You are all I've every needed.

P: You're all I want. You're all I ever needed. You're all I want. I'm glad that you are here! I need help Lord. How do I balance it all. Quiet time with you, working out and looking good for myself, being a supportive wife, shepherding my daughter building an empire, working trying to be a steward of my money, and daily/life responsibilities. May I be prepared to take away what needs to go and trust your plan. I thank you in advance for all you have yet to bring to fruition. May I be the person you need to do that. I'm Jeus precious name, amen.

Just me and you

P: Heavenly father you are glorious! Magnificent and holy you are my God. There is none like you oh sovereign Lord. You have taken me from higher to higher, glory to glory. I worship your mighty name oh King's of kings and Lord of Lords! You are wonderful! Every section, every lecture, every story, every event, every person may it be you. I step aside. I step out of the way. It's all about you Jesus!!!! I want to be so lost in you people would need to seek you to find me. Oh how gracious ate your words my God. You mean the world to me, I bow down and worship you now. Oh how great, oh how awesome you are. I love you Lord, and I lift my course to honor you. I rejoice in advance for the students you have already prepared. I'm ready Lord! I'm ready! In the name of Jesus, amen!

Passionate and Strong

S: “Then the angel said to me, “Shout this message for all to hear: ‘This is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies says: My love for Jerusalem and Mount Zion is passionate and strong. But I am very angry with the other nations that are now enjoying peace and security. I was only a little angry with my people, but the nations inflicted harm on them far beyond my intentions. “‘Therefore, this is what the LORD says: I have returned to show mercy to Jerusalem. My Temple will be rebuilt, says the LORD of Heaven’s Armies, and measurements will be taken for the reconstruction of Jerusalem. ’ “Say this also: ‘This is what the LORD of Heaven’s Armies says: The towns of Israel will again overflow with prosperity, and the LORD will again comfort Zion and choose Jerusalem as his own.’””

Zechariah 1:14-17 NLT

O: God is passionate and strong toward Jerusalem and the highest point in Jerusalem, mount Zion. Although God commanded the other nations to destroy Jerusalem, they did far more than what he expected. God becomes angry. He has returned to show mercy to Jerusalem and to rebuild his temple. Measurements will be taken for reconstruction for the towns again will overflow with prosperity. He will comfort and choose Jerusalem as his very own.

A: Oh this scripture has got me excited!!!! If we the body are his church, his temple. His temple in Jerusalem. Jerusalems highest point is mount Zion. God was passionate and strong to Jerusalem, us, and more specifically me. God was also passionate and strong to the highest point of me which is when I am active in my calling.  God had commanded somethings against me and they were worst off than he expected and he becomes very angry. For I, his temple, in which he is very passionate and strong about was mistreated beyond his intention. Therefore he has returned to me and has shown me mercy! His temple, which is me will be rebuilt. The measurements are in and it's time for reconstruction!!!! Again I will overflow with  prosperity. He will comfort me for I am his own!!!!

P: Oh victorious father! What mercy you have shown on me! You love me and am passionate and strong for me. Just as you are passionate and strong about me fulfilling my calling. Who am I that I deserve to be loved by such a great God. I am important to you. I long to see myself through your eyes. As I transition back to the flow of life that brings me to my highest point I don't want to become overwhelmed. Take me God. Rebuild me through your word and reconstruct a steadfast spirit within me. I will be prayer ours for you are in my side. I roadie tibia your comfort. Itvisbmybsafe place. Thank you Heavenly Father for all you have done, doing and will do. In Jesus mighty name, amen.

Don't abandon me

12/19/15

S: “The LORD will work out his plans for my life— for your faithful love, O LORD, endures forever. Don’t abandon me, for you made me.” Psalms 138:8 NLT

P: I am fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of you oh God. I couldn't function without you. Things if this world have abandoned me, but your love oh Lord endures, it endures forever. In your it says that you will never leave me nor abandon me. I cling to every word that you've said. I long for you. I am longing for you. You are beyond sovereign. Lord you reign forever. I'll never stop praising you for your work with in me and the work you have planned for my life. You will provide, you will protect. You have given me provision and have forgiven me. I forgive me too. Thank you my victories warrior. In Jesus name, amen.

His faithful love endures forever

12/17/15

S: “Give thanks to him who led his people through the wilderness. His faithful love endures forever.”

Psalms 136:16 NLT

“He remembered us in our weakness. His faithful love endures forever. He saved us from our enemies. His faithful love endures forever.” Psalms 136:23-24 NLT

O: I never saw this scripture in this light before! Gods faithful love endures and it endures forever!!!! Therefore, when we are to give thanks, we give thanks knowing that despite who we are, what we are and the decisions that may draw us apart from him, he is faithful, his love endures, and it endures forever!!!!

A: Even in my weakness, my God is faithful. In my distress, his love endures. He remembers me I n my moments of sadness, anger or embarrassment and his love still endures forever.

P: Father I am weak. I am overloaded, overwhelmed and exhausted. I have failed to treat my body as your temple and it has been polluted with junk. Yet you, you remember me. Your faithfulness puts me back together by reminding me of who I am in you. I am in awe of your love that endures even when I don't. I give thanks to you oh holy one! I give thanks to you the chosen one. I give thanks because you have given Jesus Christ  your son!!!! When I'm weak I say I am strong, when I am poor I say I am rich because of what your love has done for me!!!!! You are faithful, your love endures and it endures forever. What an amazing and awesome God!!!! You are wonderful!!!!

What He Requires of You

12/16/15

S: “No, O people, the LORD has told you what is good, and this is what he requires of you: to do what is right, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God.”

Micah 6:8 NLT

O: What is required of me? To do what is right, which is to love mercy and walk in humility with God.

A: Making sure Tana speaks highly of me and Paul and Mary not forget me is not what God requires if me. I am required to love, love mercy. I am required to walk, walk in humility with my savior. Tana, Paul and Mary are not my savior. My loyalty is to love, to walk with my God, my self and my family.

P: Lord I'm searching. Lord I'm seeking.  For love, love mercy. Lord I'm searching. Lord I'm seeking to walk humbly with you Lord, with only you my Jesus. Now I'm glad! I'm finally at rest. I don't need to prove myself to anyone. I don't need to cover up my relationship. For in no longer searching. I'm no longer seeking. I found you merciful Lord. I found you humble father. In Jesus name, amen!